From Isolation to Liberation: My Journey of Healing and Joy After Nineteen Years

Nineteen years ago, I faced a major turning point in my life. It was a time when I found myself surrounded by isolation and rejection, in a place I once felt embraced and called. As a Catholic nun, I was in final vows and excitedly planning summer activities for those I served. However, I had no idea that the summer of 2006 would plunge me into a profound struggle, leading me on a difficult yet transformative journey toward healing and liberation.

The Meeting That Changed Everything

"On May 31, 2006, the feast of the Visitation, I had a meeting with Fr. Bonaventure, Sister Maria, Sister Veronica, and Sister Ignatius at St. Josephs in Yonkers. The front room of the church was staged for an interrogation with one seat on one side and four on the opposite side. I was directed to sit in that one seat. Later, when I mentioned my feeling of being disciplined, Sister Maria insisted it was not like that." insert from "Shake the Dust Off Your Feet and Walk"

"The first thing Sister Maria said was, “We need a break from you.” I was completely floored. I had thought the meeting would be about the upcoming summer. I had been planning to try to have more courage, to be myself, the “new me.” " insert from my memoir, "Shake the Dust Off Your Feet and Walk" available on amazon.

Navigating the Storm of Isolation

In the following weeks, I wrestled with feelings of isolation and rejection. The core of my identity as a nun unraveled, and I found myself caught in an emotional storm. I questioned my worth, my calling, and whether I would ever belong again. For a time, the life I dedicated myself to seemed fraught with unexpected pain.

During those dark days, I turned to prayer and reflection for solace. Despite the overwhelming hurt, I clung to my faith, searching for answers and a sense of purpose. Over time, I felt God weaving hope into my suffering, guiding me along an unexpected path.

Embracing the New Me

Now, nearly two decades later, I look back at that summer not just as a painful period but as a pivotal point that led me to a flourishing life. Today, I celebrate a transformed version of myself, characterized by rediscovered joy freedom and sobriety. I have cultivated relationships that affirm and inspire me.

My journey taught me valuable lessons about resilience. Every step I took away from isolation brought me closer to liberation. While the path has not always been clear or easy, the rewards have been profound, revealing the true essence of healing along the way.

I wrote about my journey in my memoir, "Shake the Dust Off Your Feet and Walk."-available on Amazon. My goal is to inspire others who may find themselves grappling with similar experiences.

Nineteen years after that life-altering summer, I stand confidently as the person I was meant to be—a testament to resilience, joy, and hope. Though my journey was fraught with challenges, I firmly believe that these experiences shaped me into who I am today. I am deeply grateful for the lessons learned and the grace that accompanied me along my way.

Great summer read and message to be spread.

Forever Grateful,

Gina